counting: no. of test left this wk:1 heh.am talking in a funny language. have no clue why. it's like i have suddenly decided typing "i" every now and then is too troublesome so have decided to start every sentence with am and have. hmm. am too influenced by bridget jone's diaries. have just finished reading edge of reason which is diary no. 2. plot a bit warped but will concede its entertainingness makes up for warped plot. oh yah. must talk about racial harmony (21st july, wed). in the morning had the usual concert and stuff and it wasnt all that great but i quite enjoyed the food. oh and was wearing this.. erm. wraparound skirt thingie had borrowed from bei and a 50 bucks top from u2 my mum had bought previously with a 20% discount. am not kidding either, think still have the tag to prove it. but wtv, that's not the point. the point is, after school i met bren and jieying (and a bunch of their classmate whom i know, but not personally) for lunch (had been hoping that it'll be a clique lunch but was greatly disappointed). had arrived outside far east when saw this amusing and traumatising sight: some girl from my school was carrying an umbrella (although it wasn raining) over the super enthu buckle comm member's head (eunice-whatshername). and the girl carrying the umbrella looked like she was some servant cause she had her head bowed and was walking behind eunice while the eunice psn was just sauntering away in her chinese minority group like costume. *shudders. thank goodness neither of them was in school uniform or else if someone from the public informs my school about it dtan will have a fit. i know that it's a prank but still.. it's just too over the top. >.<. ***
i really find it weird. it's like 2 yrs ago i was the only one who knew her and now all of them are practically inseparable. it's like they are what we were before. it feels strange to see that. i know they are classmates now and all but if they really wanted to go for lunch together, they should at least tell me so when i asked them if they wanted to go for a clique lunch. me and bren feel pretty disappointed. it's like we've been taken for granted. i dun like it. i bet u wun like it either if u see ur cliquers just walking in front of u with another bunch of people and going for lunch with them instead of u. felt even more saddened when they stopped and turned around and we thought they were going to wait for us to catch up and maybe give us some explanation but all they were doing was waiting for her to catch up. u cant tell me i am not justified to feel disappointed with them. nobody likes to feel like they've been taken for granted. or maybe i should just stop been such a blind and romantic psn. it's only caused me a major heartbreak. i should just face up to reality. and the reality is that people change. people grow apart and become tired of each other. that's the way of life. but still.. it really really hurts. to be slighted by the people u've regarded as best friends for 2 years. if i were more emotional i would be on the verge of tears now. but wtv. know what's really bad too? knowing that u cant bring urself to slight them back simply because once upon a time u have regarded them as best friends and they probably did too. DAMN IT.how can u be so insensitive?
go to, then; your considerate stone. 12:51 PM
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Child of God. 12th July 1989. RjcanYeist! 1/2 of Pundits of Pun. TIME Person of the Year 2006 ;) Orange! B&J's Chunky Monkey! Dark chocolates! Sleeping in on rainy days! Attention span of 600 goldfishes.
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Child of God. 12th July 1989. RjcanYeist! 1/2 of Pundits of Pun. TIME Person of the Year 2006 ;) Orange! B&J's Chunky Monkey! Dark chocolates! Sleeping in on rainy days! Attention span of 600 goldfishes.
